lilly crawls like a frog.

lilly crawls like a frog it is the funniest thing. If she is really exited she will get air. She would land right on her tummy.

As prepared as I thought We were it is still very hard. It feels like at least once a day I break down crying. It hits you out of no where that she is no longer her. Every thing you do the last time you did it was with her. Reminders are everywhere. Each one makes me want to cry. But at the same time I am greatful for each reminder. Each memory each moment. I hope it starts to get easier. She had such an amazing spirit. I feel like the hole time through her pain. Living in the hospital. And every bump we had we were still very happy and at peace. I feel like that came from her spirit. Every one around her could feel her spirit and gather strength from it. I feel like with her gone I'm a little kid again. I guess it is time for me to learn to stand on my own feet again. Thankyou ari for your strengh. Love patience. Smile. Kindness and just for bring you. I love you.